I started Juicing for a few weeks now and I have made some awesome ones and not so awesome ones :) first day juicing was July 21st! So we will see how long this last!
Today I made a smoothie with Frozen Banana and blueberries and almond milk!
And it was amazing!!!
Tomorrow I will be starting the Magness Diet! I want to be 115 again so I have a lot to lose!
Well today our surrogate did the insemination, we will know by March 6th if she is pregnant. It’s going to be a long few weeks. I know that things can go wrong anytime but I’m trying to think positive. Michael is more realistic and all he keeps saying is she could have a miscarriage but I don’t want to think that. Reality I do need to think that and get prepared if that does end up happening. Everything has happened so fast and I just have really high hopes it will all work out. I will check in around March 6th or maybe before when we go to Disneyland with Michael’s siblings. Keeping my thoughts positive and really hoping she becomes pregnate by that time!
Today is my first day back to work after spring break, it was so wonderful to have a whole week off. But on the other hand, it has been super hard on me. I’m trying to hard to let go the fact that I get so angry and upset at people who have and keep having children likes it’s no big deal. While I’m over here struggling and have been for 5 years in order to have a baby. Michael and I have been though so much these years and I don’t know why, but I just can’t get over it. I feel like taking to friends and family had not been helping. I sit and think to myself so much and I just want to scream or cry or both when I think about why has it been so hard for us! I already have to accept the fact that I will never be able to carry a pregnacy. That is hard enough to accept, let along think when is the time going to be our time? I take a deep breath and I feel like I can’t fully take on, my chest is stuck with emotions and in pain. I want this feeling to go away. Tears just fall without it...
Well i know its been a while, and last time i was trying the Magness Diet.... Failed!! Now because of prednisone its very hard for me to lose weight, but i do want to get better at juicing. So i'm trying this out. Im not going to treat it like a diet but if i lose weight that will be a plus. Currently i'm on 15 mg of Prednisone (that is the lowest i have ever been on) so i'm hoping i get off soon and start Feeling like myself again. 30 day challenge this is Day 2 and i hope to make it until the end. Its almost thanksgiving!!! Im so ready for the holidays this year :) we will be in Cali with my family😃🎅🎄 Juicing here i come! 🍎🍊🍋🍇🍉🍓 Day 1 apple beet carrots :)
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