Saturday :)

Good Morning! I just got back from a mile run with Frank, he was trying to walk a lot today but I keep pulling him and he did a great job.

Today is the day for our first engagement photos!!! Super excited they are going to be taken at the barn where we are getting married :) then we are going to talk about the music for the wedding with the owner Chris.

The wedding is getting so close!! I'm not working at the time but I'm feeling very blessed and thankful to be able to say home until the wedding Is over. I'm glad I'll be able to spend as much time with my family that is coming from so many different places of the world.

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